Long time never been here,
and most of time I come here, is to relief my sadness,
so maybe this doesn't a place to come.
Nothing is eternal.
A word could break a relationship, one's unceoncern could spoil a relationship.
But sometime we are not purposely to do that, but people misunderstood.
I thought if we really know deep enough, u will understand I doesn't mean that.
I thought if u are my friend, I can speak out how I feel and u'll always understand my situation.
Yet, I finally know this is just my own thought, people don't think the same as u.
Or maybe Im just too selfish to put all my thought on u.
We always couldn't convey the right massege to others, especially the one u care,
and this is when hurt start growing.
Im hurt, a deep hurt indeed.
Time is distand, time makes change.
I know, I know this theory well.
Yet, I realised Im a person who believe the fairy tales as well.
Because I believe this will never happen on us, never ever.
I scare people treat me well, because Im afraid they will leave me one day.
So I hardly open my heart, pretend to be cool so no one will be able to hurt me.
But why people leave once I start accepting,
Again and again, I start losing confidence.
We make the promise, but who really honour it.
Foever, is such far, a never ever reaching dream.
Never anticipate, so no dissapointment.
So Im satisfied and cherish, for those who really love me.
Im thankful and touched indeed,
I love u guys as well, more than how much I could measure.
